i call my 2nd phase "a whole new beginning" & " a whole new start".i rose with dignity & i had developed a sense of pride in me.pride of doing things that i wanted to.the more i was moving close to my destiny,i did (not) realize i was drifting apart from things that i should have cherished.i was in a trance with emerging new emotions inside me.what brought me to the reality was something that grounded my feelings & concealed many things inside my heart.i felt dejected,lonely & betrayed.'the world seemed spinning'.in my turbulent times the only thing that prevented me from going astray was my 'will'.i had a will of not letting me get shattered under the spell i was in.i was in a labyrinth,totally suffocated & no way 'out'.friends that had been my life-i was actually pulling myself away from eveything.
the above description might raise many questions in your mind.i wish they had never erupted!but certain things if left unattended contributes to betterment(mine if not yours)!by saying this i am not being an "escapist" but some1 who knows "how to move on".
this infact was the most imp phase of my life which nurtured me in every possible way.i was no more dependent.i could break shackles yet maintain moderation...was chained yet free.i developed a certain sense of responsibility,unshaken in my opinion & determined in my execution.
"all ugly things do not have an ugly ending".it marked a dawn of new era in my life that opened the gates of superior wisdom..
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