When u know 'u just have "two" days'

Don't get swayed by d above words...Am here to stay for long!
What i actually mean is the last two days to my rather short vacation,in bangalore.Kant say if i'd ever get to like the city personally,but there's some calm & serenity in the air here..i keep on saying this repeatedly that bangalore is a "dead mans city"(my humble apologies to those connected with the place...itz just an opinion)...but there is some sense of individuality in this place.My rather buzy shedule (if am allowed to say) met a calm & silent disposition here.i had an utter feeling of relief,a must required break!my heart pouncing with a new zeal & enthuziasm:)
I hope delhi will have something new to offer too,i hope she would accept me with embracing arms....plz dont force me to bring out my burried feelings....coz here i am all set to GO!!
Sun kissed blue sky,shadowed by dark clouds playing with the mood of the city in the evenings is what defines the climatic changes in bangalore..something that the north seldom experience!i got to experience the good & the ugly...i feel a little transformed...more caim & stable..i hope to return to this new experience again...atleast i know now that if m down & out i could fall back to a place that'll help me regain my spirits:)
With the beautiful words of somebody in mind i'd like to summarize my renaissance like experience in bangalore.Thanx bro 4 making it a beautifull experience:)
thank u god 4 helping me re-inventing ME..

Catastrophic neglegence

I woke up 2 this beautiful monday morning,thinking what a wonderful place this world is with all the things that i love sorrounding me.My tormenting mind had finally given me some space to feel a little better if not d best!Love,friendship,relationships...everything sounded calm & stable.the only thing that could make it even better was d complete dissappearance of d feeling of utter hatred & disgust 4 a person whose been wid me in my transitional stage....

i a'm a very difficult person to b wid...i've been a difficult daughter,a difficult sister,a difficult friend...i crave for attention...i crave for love...neglegence is catatrophic for me...

i want to live beyond my world of hatred,coz i know it'll grow stronger wid passing days..for people who already know i hate de'm b patient coz there will come a day when this mighty scorpion will sting u...for people who have neglected my feelings,i warn of a catastrophic future....just as neglegence have had a catastrophic impact on me...warning you is not my intention...i truly wanna let u know that m waiting for the right day...d smarter ones will know what i mean!!!!!!!!