long lost

I lost u,
the day someone else found you.
I wanted to be your biggest fear,
but i realized i had more to suffer.
I was left strangled,
but u never looked it with the other angle.
I was lonely,
and did not find anyone to say you r my only!
I was in tears,reething in pain,
I wanted support & a sharer to all my pains.
I went on in search of a good soul.
I tried hard to reach ur deepest soul,to ask u questions & get a satisfying solution.
I pierced through u,I shook ur deepest soul.
All I found was an empty "whole"